Anton: If you didn't delete Telegram, hits me up when you get back. You deserve a trip to the West to just be. We have also lost family in the last three weeks but I will not reveal the reasons on Medium. Social media sucks, dude. I exist only here and on LinkedIn anymore for professional reasons. My Medium subscription ends in April and I will not renew. It's been great for me here but it's time to move on. Getting into the long writing game and working on books instead. If they sell, awesome. If they don't, oh well. It's just more therapeutic to do it that way and that's the point. I write for myself, not anyone else. That's one of the things that has gotten me through since the invasion. Enjoy your trip.