Julia: A beautiful and heart-rending piece. Don't feel guilty, you do what you have to do to survive and support your family. We also left Kyiv but we couldn't bring ourselves to leave the borders of Ukraine (maybe we will if it gets worse). We still miss our flat there but are also coming to love and get-to-know Chernivtsi. Strange things is we probably never would have visited here if it weren't for the war. So we are thankful we have a chance to see a different part of Ukraine despite the war, death and destruction. Yes, look for the light, Julia, it is always there as only you have the ability to turn your inner light on and off. Peace. Take care.