This is in reply to all your replies. First, thank you for your support. I am from Souff Jerz which is a completely different animal as you well know. We moved here from Florida (7 years) which was just too damn hot. Medium was never for income and I am glad it served as a platform to hone my craft but I dislike being online at all anymore. Maybe I am regressing to preInternet life as I age. We leave everything in God's hands at this point, there is no other way for us. Life in war has become more meaningful in many ways. It's much easier to focus only on what is really important and makes a difference. The soldiers are our main concern and will continue to be even when the war is over. Take care and thanks again.