Well, Benjamin, at 58, I feel quite lucky to be alive because I fed those dopamine rivers with more than just natural drugs. Figured I would be dead by now. So, having done all the "bad" stuff and survived it, life seems so much richer and full now. Now, had I been a career person who gave a crap about money and status, maybe I would feel different. Having never quite "bought' into the system but learning to survive and even to some extent thrive within it, the path ahead still has a light at the end of the tunnel. The next door to open will be death and I guess I'll see what's there once I turn the handle.