Well, I used to be one of those people who said exactly the same thing. It is within me, so I must write like it was something deep in my soul. However, after digging deeper, I discovered it was pride and ego. So, now that I only do it occasionally, I feel free of the chains I forged for myself (Jacob Marley). Now, as I look at it, writing\video, etc. is now the therapy of the masses or the childish aspirations of the old line "Look at me, Mommy!" Everybody thinks they are special and now they have multiple platforms to sell you their specialness which in the end means nobody is paying attention to anyone but themsleves and hence, no one is special. You go on with your bad self if it makes you feel good.